today, i simply left everything behind. but i keep on smiling for everything in front of me, well things do change but hard for me to do so. 

all i can say is, 31/10 was a great day. it took me almost 3 months to survive, Alhamdulillah everything was perfect. they have to continue my mc until 18/12, it's oke. at least i've got time to improve my walking, because right now i walk like 90% normal. hhe, a better life maybe?

my family. they never stop praying for me, sometimes there's a tear when i hear her voice asking about my wellness. mum was awesome, she had a bigger heart than i am. dad was a bit shy to show his love but i notice that, hhe. he's the one who always ask me to walk without any support, without him i think there's way to much time will be wasted just to learn how to walk. Diela was in war now, hope she didn't get kill by all the question on SPM paper this year. Qiela & Danish, they miss me a lot ;)

my sugar. since everything was like a wreck before, now i could see how strong you are. i keep on saying bad thing, making you feel desperate sometimes. i just wanted to say that i'm sorry, we've never been in this situation & it's awkward. but, your heart were tougher than mine. you never lost hope, you never quit. you we're there when i really need you & thanks for making me feel that way, every single fight make us grown much more than love. en en en sayang? hhe. 

friends. well, i could count with my finger now. there's no need thousand friends when just 10 of them were actually your friends. when i realize that, i fell numb. what a surprise, but you see we can't really judge them. maybe they got things to do :) a great hug for Sasa that give me support from day 1, she's the one who told me that i couldn't stop. the others too, sorry couldn't mention all the names because i'm afraid i missed a single name & things will get silly after that ==' let just God repay all your kindness, i'm really thankful. 

erk, i felt like i'm on stage with a mic giving thankful appreciation ceremony ==' i've learn a lot since 3/8. i'm sure the past could make me grown bigger & a better heart but now i'm concern, yea. well, you know. after almost 3 months i didn't go to work, a lazy bone was created. hha, never mind. i'll be fine, just keeping my head straight.

2014 will be a new year & a new beginning for me. i heard that so many event will be held on that year, hhe. enough chit chat, got things to do. take care guys & thanks for those who never stop praying for my wellness :')