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bring me back

Posted on Sunday, September 18, 2011 at 22:03

i'm sorry. i let you down, but i know that this is my best way of life. it's hurting deep inside, i also felt the same when i saw you cried behind me & tried to hide it. yes, i'm the only child that didn't success as you want me to be. i broken all my promise & i fake it all.

again. i'm sorry, i wish i could turn back time & i didn't even want to cross that thin line. i realize that i should follow my heart, i pray to God that i could be the one who will make both of you smile & peaceful. i didn't mean to hurt you, but i'm also a teenage girl. i do a lot of mistake.

i thought God want to give me another chance to redeem it all back again, but now God give me even more choices. i lose my friends, i lose my life, i almost lose the one i promise to be with & i even close to lose both of you. i tried to hate my self, even i tried to pull my self together. but i can't bare to do it instead. hold me, i want to be in your shoulder & cry out loud.

God, give me another chance to prove that my choices was right. i'm sorry :'(

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