love hurts but sometimes it's a good hurt, full of sacrifice and tears in it. you may think it’s not worth it giving so much to a person. your wrong! it worth every breath. making mistakes doesn't mean it's the end of the world, by making mistakes you can learn from it. don’t give up, learning them cause it's gonna make you realize that someone out there is teaching you to change to be a better person. I've done lots of mistake lately in life and I wish I could go back in time to change it but when I think back, it worth making them cause it changed me to a different person. I realize that people can change and it takes time to do it. but when you put an effort in it u can do anything in life. just don’t give up, I just wanna say i’m sorry, hope u could forgive my mistakes and start over again. you and me, shall we? I dreamt of this perfect person. he has the most charming eyes I ever looked into, he has the smile that makes my heart melt. he has the body and strength that makes me feel safe when he holds me in his arms. he has the face that makes me want to touch it softly. he has that sweetest voice that makes me weak when he whispers wonderful words into my ear. he has the sensitive personality that makes me wish that I could be in his life forever. then I woke up and that guy was laying right beside me, it's you sayang. i dream of you! when I met you I didn’t have any idea that you would change my life forever but you did a little and a little at a time. I started falling in love with you on 220710. by the words you said and the smiles you made, just made me smile again. it was my day. first time I met you, I knew that I wanted you. I got you and yes we fight and fight but that never changed my love to you and we grew so much in this love. but though I've hurt you and I also hurt. I still love myself for I sacrificed myself and went beyond my pride to make it worth. though all gone through and wasted. GOD had a perfect reason and from someone who madly and frankly in love you. I miss you. you were and always have been sweet. but who ever loves you, better love you the way I did cause one day you'll realize that I always love you, but maybe now it's time to move on. I love you and as long as your happy I’m happy too. I’ll miss you. what I didn’t expect had come so fast. what made me happy was to see you smile. to say I’m not sad, well it's all a big lie because when you see me happy, I am really wanting to cry loudly. but please never forget that I will always love you. the smiles we shared together when I met you, I knew that you were the one for me. since then there is no other place I’d rather be, being in your arms was so wonderful tears of missing you. I wish you could see. can you remember the first time we met? can you remember how your heart started beat when you with me? can you remember our very first kiss? can you remember the day that you left me? can you still feel your heart bleeding? can you remember all the laughs that we had? can you remember seeing me again after such a long time? dear, I remember. every second, every tears, every smile of you back then. you were always there for me and you were my best friend, my boyfriend, my husband, you were my life. I swore to you that I would never ever love anyone again as much as I loved you. the fear of losing again. I will always love you. I will always remember the words you had told me and I will always think of you in every moment I live. I will always remember you for the good and pray that GOD will forgive the bad what you don’t understand. my life was dedicated to loving you. you were not my first love but I swore to you that you will be my last love and that's why I wanted to see you smile every time I breath. just love me, love the girl you used to love but promise you will never let me go. forget the girl that I am today, love me for who I am not for who you want me to be. love you untill I close my eyes, you the only one in my life :')

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